Sleep driving ?http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/17610098/
That's weird. I couldn't see myself sleep walking much less sleep driving. I guess some people are susceptible to some autosuggestion to do strange things like walking or driving in their sleep.But not me. We're all different though.
was the anniversary of Rose's death.My friend C sent me an e card, which
was nice. Of course I hate that day.I hate all days.I hate everything I hate myself and my life. If I could turn into
the HULK and crack the world like an egg I would. I have all this anger in my heart that I have to look for ways to assuage it.It's somewhat less intense than it use to be.It was very intense at one time.Less so now.But it hasn't gone away.I don't think I want it to.I don't see it an an illness like my doctor does.He thinks in terms of my getting well.I see it as a part of me, like something I have that I can't and shouldn't have removed.It's a part of me I can't do without.
I love astronomy. I use to go out at night when I was young and look at the stars on a cold winter night when the viewing is at its best. Of course I was also a very big science
fiction fan at the time.So I would imagine what it would be like to travel there aka star trek or star wars and see all the sights.
Of course I also became a big X-Files fan.The thought of aliens actually being here, visiting
the earth and interfering in human affairs is something I'm not convinced
of.Yes I channel surf at times and see on cable some of the UFO proponents claiming all sorts of things.But I simply haven't seen anything convincing and I have a very hard time, in the post-Watergate era, buying the assertion that our government is capable of hiding the truth from us about it.If someone actually had a crashed ufo
or a dead alien body how could anyone hide it ? Why should they ? The major news/media outlets would pay millions for anything like that. So the person who had the proof would be an instant millionaire and I don't think threats from the US military or politicians/FBI/CIA/UN would prevent anyone from selling the story with the proof to back it up.
Too, if aliens really existed , if they're anything like us they probably would have destroyed themselves or would destroy themselves/their planet once they developed the ability to do so.
The Drake equation:http://www.seti.org/site/pp.asp?c=ktJ2J9MMIsE&b=179073
describes the likelihood
of the existence of other civilizations in the galaxy but it doesn't seem to include the possibility that aliens
would kill themselves.As Enrico Fermi, one of the physicists who developed the A-bomb reportedly said , if they existed they would be here I tend to agree, but that doesn't mean they haven't killed themselves.